honesty

slowly stagnating the smell is sour and sickening, i ask myself why i ventilate these fumes. no worry the effects are pleasant and palatable to my refined sense of self-satisfaction. yet this is not the vision of perfection by any definition, pock marked with track marks and tourniquet wear embellish the already sorry state of existence. i bow before no man but time is no man it is the phantom in the shadows that slowly takes away the smiles and dreams that could never be fulfilled. it is the executioner of a silent man in a silent daze from a sickening ritual and its sickening high.

Do Not Resuscitate

I'm breathing barely breaking this oxygen down. In my final breaths I whisper without solace "The love I felt is no more, and the life we share was shattered from the beginning. Forgive me."

Listen to this band:
Do Not Resuscitate (aussie power violence)

progress

not fucking up. life is kind of tolerable for once.

Colony - Demo (2009)

fuck

i've been dreaming of this day for a while now.
why the fuck am i so mad?

local hardcore

Hey guys here are 3 albums by some East Tennessee hardcore bands.

Faded - their side of the Faded/Gravebound split CD
Fingers Crossed - Self-Destructor CDEP
Bruteforce - Only Way Out CDEP

Each of these bands are excellent hard working bands and some of the best hardcore going on right now. Give it a listen.
East TN Hardcore

disgust

i am not there.
i choose not to cross the line from opening myself to emptying myself. i have my values and they won't allow such frivolous actions on my behalf, it's what i call integrity and self-respect. i will not lower myself.
i just wish you could do the same.

clarity

how many can you count? for me it's well over 6 and i can say that with some knowledge in it's stability. i can't stand you or anything about you, you speak nothing but lies and your ways are harming me. i don't take criticism very well, i just want you to know that i will always be there with a mic in hand. if you head isn't the biggest you don't know what to say or to think except the red nonsense that leaves my mind in chains. i wish this crack didn't break my unity.

you should have this, but if you have don't here it is, Despise You - Westside Horizons. west coast power violence. 'nuff said.

Despise You - Westside Horizons (1999)